- Read More. read a lot, actually. I need to finish Les Miserable. Fact.
- I want to learn how to paint. I think I'm going to ask my sister to teach me. She's very talented
- Always have sound. Music or the Weather Channel or conversation. Don't allow too much silence, ever.
- Don't stay up past one in the morning for a while and try to get up before eleven. I want to be tired enough that I can fall asleep every night without having to think too much
- Write. Just Write. Write letters, write stories, write memories.
- DO NOT SPEND MORE THEN AN HOUR AT A TIME ON FACEBOOK!
- Piano. I want to start playing again. Really playing. Work on my left hand, and get those notes down.
- Guitar. I need to buy my brothers, get it restringed and get a capo. I want to be a pro.
- DO NOT DO ANYTHING WITH MY HAIR! Let it grow and let the color come back.
- Swim/Swing everything out. If I am sad, if I am lonely, if I am angry, if I am hurting, Swing/swim it out.
- Spend time with Julianna. Jeeps and Beaches. Chinese food. Yes.
- Save money so I can take my car out. Plan the epic road trip across the country.
- Be happy, even when I'm not. find some small thing to be thankful for.
Please let this bitterness and anger I am feeling, please let it go away. Let me enjoy the few hours I have left with the people who I love. Let me be able to breathe. Let me have understanding. Let me express what I need to express. Please let me be strong.
These are my thoughts,
This is my prayer.
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