should I stay or should I go?

I am so close to giving in, to saying "Just go home, Chelsabelle."

but there is something in the back of my mind that won't let me give in just yet.

(along with my the encouragement and love from my friends)

I've come this far and fought so hard to be where I am right now.

If I let it go; if I give in...I know I won't bounce back.

and I know better then to let myself go there.

I don't ever want to go back there.