not again

this feeling is so foreign to me; the jitters, the random smiles, the giggles, the anxiousness for time. I've been so protective, so scared, so timid; and all of a sudden, i'm this sassy, spunky new england girl again who i thought I lost a year ago.

But that stupid regret complex of mine; that lesson that taught me to live with no regrets and to take every opportunity as they come. Dang it! And how can I say no to the sass that has been missing for such a long time? I love this girl; I love who I am right now. Don't let it go away because of fear.

Just go with it, Chelsabelle. Protect yourself, but it's okay to go with it. Learn.