After my melt down on Thursday, I had a great and inspiring pep talk from MK, which put me back in high spirits and more determined attitude. I had a great friday night and this morning/early afternoon was amazing. It is so great to be sitting in my living room with friends who have stayed around for a while. We went on an amazing movie making adventure, and had tons of fun putting together our golden music video.
I've been holding myself together.
But one silly mistake to delve into something that I KNEW would hurt in the end has cracked my foundations.
But really, Chelsie Caroline, do you need to hear those words to feel good about yourself? More importantly, do you need to hear those words from that someone?
Once again, I am thrown back into the summer months, where I focused on healing and bettering myself. I want to be solid in myself, trust in myself and dream for myself. I know that there isn't a promise that can't be broken, unless I make it to myself. Those are the only promises in this world that I can trust.
Focus: History and Friends and School. Big brothers and best friends. family.
The letter is sent and the hand has been out-stretched and there is nothing left for me to do.
It is in God's hands and I must have faith and trust.
Faith and Fear cannot co-exist!
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